I’ll always be jealous of her.
Because she persuaded you to give up something that I never thought you’d be willing to let go of. At the end of the day she is your first. She must have appealed to youin such a waythat made you feel as passionate enough as you did to do what you did. Because what if you broke up with her only because of her family issues? What if you’re not over her?
Not to mention how supportive she was with you in the army. That’s my biggest flaw in our relationship and her greatest attribute. I bet you think sometimes, “Man, I wish she could be more like my ex girlfriend.”
It tears me apart.